A page from a Woman's Diary ..

..... It was a good morning.. nice sunshine.. but I had this feeling inside me that some thing's going to happen..
- I made Andy, my loving boy friend's favorite breakfast...
- He was in a hurry so he ate and left, no god bye kiss..
- He came back later that evening... All sad and distracted..
- He had that empty look in his eyes... the look of sadness...
- Or may be its only a feeling.... he must be tired...
- I fix his favorite supper..
- He is still quite and sad and I swear I saw a tear in his eye..
- IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE????????
- No NO NO... its not possible.. He loves me very much
- Its not possible.... I have this chill in my bones..
- Who that can be? is it my best friend Emily? Or Rachel? Or may be someone from his office??
- I cant stand this silence from him... those sad eyes, distracted, mixed emotions.... its so not him..
- He is watching TV but he is not watching TV. soo distracted...
- I went to bed and ask if he wants to join me..
- Dis-heartedly, he did...
- We made love ,, twice... but he was not emotionally available..
- He must be thinking about her...
- I am so scared now... He is here with me but only physically.... he is still thinking about her....
- WHAT DO I DO???

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A page from a Men's Diary ..

England lost to Ireland in football
Crappiest day of me Life
Got some Good Shags though, feeling better already..