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Yeah...so I've been feeling like quite the hojabi these days. But not in the way you'd think. Like I haven't done anything "wrong." Just the opposite in fact, I've been SO good that I make myself sick. SO good that I've been letting people walk all over me. Yeah well, that stops now. I've decided that I'm especially sick of men. Ugh and right now I'm majorly p.o'd /upset with one in particular and I don't even know what to do about it. I mean, I WANT to tell him that I'm upset with him, and yet I can't tell him WHY because it's more important for me to be a loyal friend to others who are trying to protect me. Uf, I give up at life.
 

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Login to find out (February 4, 2006 at 6:23pm)
Hey if you are doing this for the sake of Allah, then there is nothing to worry about really. People are important, but not more than Him. If Allah is happy with you at the End of (the) Day(s) then its totally cool!
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Login to find out (April 21, 2005 at 1:26pm)
ok nvm, i just reread what we both wrote and i think i get it. ok the loyalty thing i'm talkin about is that i want to confront him about some stuff that i know about through you and tahoorah, but i can't do that because i don't want him getting mad at you guys because of me. i wanna confront him about the chicas (not so much anymore, just the fact that he hid it from me) and that one IM convo he had with tahoorah about ayesha and me.
 
Login to find out (April 21, 2005 at 1:21pm)
Hmm...Shanaynay, I was with you up until "i dont c how thats a breach in loyalty." what/who're you talkin about there?!
 
Login to find out (April 20, 2005 at 8:07pm)
moni..ur friends (including me) will understand if u just go ahead and talk to the fool. i dont c how thats a breach in loyalty. and even if u say u give up on life, it doesnt mean it will get any easier. in fact, it only gets harder bc problems become grter. so dont give up even if u want to. u can take a TINY break, but thats all. sooner or later u hafta deal with the -ish and when u do, ur friends and Allah will be there with to support u thru it.