This is a du'a that you can say against sorrow (including heartache :) )

?O Allaah, I am Your servant, son of Your servant, son of Your maidservant, my forelock is in Your hand.
Your command over me is forever executed and Your decree over me is just.
I ask You by every name belonging to You which You name Yourself with, or revealed in Your Book, or You taught to any of Your creation, or You have preserved in the knowledge of the unseen with You, that You make the Qur?aan the life of my heart and the light of my breast, and a departure for my sorrow and a release for my anxiety.

Ayoya for someone so young your very knowledgable in the area of love and many other areas. I think there are many different kinds of love. Sometimes we cant control it and it just happens and the more you fight it the more it persists Its hard to figure out for some if its love or lust. I once read that they have similiar attributes, and you mistakeingly think that its love when its actually lusts. For me, love has dissappointed me, whether its family, friends or even my expectation in marriage. We are all different and we expect different things from each other no matter how much we say we dont expect anything. I believe its human nature. As for me I cant complain I am very blessed. I have a good husband and 3 wonderful kids. But I did enjoy reading your comments and journal.