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Duaa's
What dose one do when they feel soo out of reach from religion and Allah.
I blame me for this, but I also blame my parents. Keeping prayer, Fasting, Having Quran Kani, etc were great, I even went to Sunday school because my mother pushed us to. They showed us some what of the things we need to keep up. But I cant help but still feel very far away. Now at age 29 I am trying to finish Quran and I want to be in full practice, but its hard.
I have a person I am reading Quran with, and Inshallah I will be staring Arabic classes. But there is sooo much more I need to know and do, and I don't have the support for it.
I cant help but feel like Religion was important but did not come FIRST it came 2nd to everything. It was present, and existed, but us daughters getting married came as one of the first for my father, or my parents getting a business, so they can have this house and nice things came first.
I cant help but feel sooo ANGRY about that because now I am struggling soo much and on my own.
I want to be a GOOD Mother inshallah but I cant if I cant put RELIGION first and be knowledgeable. I get so frustrated with my self for this!
I blame me for this, but I also blame my parents. Keeping prayer, Fasting, Having Quran Kani, etc were great, I even went to Sunday school because my mother pushed us to. They showed us some what of the things we need to keep up. But I cant help but still feel very far away. Now at age 29 I am trying to finish Quran and I want to be in full practice, but its hard.
I have a person I am reading Quran with, and Inshallah I will be staring Arabic classes. But there is sooo much more I need to know and do, and I don't have the support for it.
I cant help but feel like Religion was important but did not come FIRST it came 2nd to everything. It was present, and existed, but us daughters getting married came as one of the first for my father, or my parents getting a business, so they can have this house and nice things came first.
I cant help but feel sooo ANGRY about that because now I am struggling soo much and on my own.
I want to be a GOOD Mother inshallah but I cant if I cant put RELIGION first and be knowledgeable. I get so frustrated with my self for this!