luv or marriage?????
hi every1....i have a little problem here...well i'm thx God a beautiful , decent bla bla bla person...i'm an angel :D ...( dun' u ever believe that). any way i had 2 options in my life so far concerning luv & marriage....
1- to luv & have a boy friend
2-to marry through blind dating (marrying sb i dunno. we meet & if we liked each other we get married)
the problem is i'm against both ways....WHY??
cuz i dun' wanna have a boyfriend as i believe this is not islamic & against my ethics cuz this relation is made for fun & is not committed..& i can' marry this way cuz thia is inhuman....i need 2 feel i'm luved & i want a commited relationship at the same time...i'm struggling bt i'm really tired ...i'm torn apart between my ethics & my feelings & i dun' wanna give up any of them ..so the result is i get nothing....if u have no solution for me then thx for listening & giving me an out let :)
1- to luv & have a boy friend
2-to marry through blind dating (marrying sb i dunno. we meet & if we liked each other we get married)
the problem is i'm against both ways....WHY??
cuz i dun' wanna have a boyfriend as i believe this is not islamic & against my ethics cuz this relation is made for fun & is not committed..& i can' marry this way cuz thia is inhuman....i need 2 feel i'm luved & i want a commited relationship at the same time...i'm struggling bt i'm really tired ...i'm torn apart between my ethics & my feelings & i dun' wanna give up any of them ..so the result is i get nothing....if u have no solution for me then thx for listening & giving me an out let :)



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