Teaching, like you say, is a huge responsibility. If you feel like you are not up to the challenge, then you should not persue this line of work. However, a lot of motivation to be and do your best comes from your students. I have actually gotten better as a teacher because I see what works for the students and what doesn't. Of course it also takes years to become a good teacher. As far as the organization issue, really, you will get better over time. When I first started teaching, I had a minut by minute schedule. It was difficult but it kept me focused. As I taught over a period of time, I kind of set in my ways and was able to do things a little more freely. While I still like to organize my lesson plans, I don't necessarly stick to them. They are just a guideline for me. If you really like teaching and you have the patience for it, I think you should continue with your studies. Organization and Responsibilty will come as you get more experience.


Peace