Soul-Mates

i need to know if people still believe in this? how can anyone believe in it and never meet the mate that connects to your soul?..

.im really feelin down lately...not sure why? I guess its been while since i was last in a relationship , not that the last relationship i was in was "dandy"...it was a far cry from even a normal relationship? i would call it an accident that was NEVER supposed to happen...i usually hate myself when i think back ...uuugh!...anyway moving right along...i feel as if i need a 'soul mate' that i can rise in love with...fall deep into a passion that i only can imagine? and if it happens ...i probably wont believe it...it'll feel surreal...like it wasn?t meant to happen to me...im sorry for rambling on and on ...but i just want to find a soul mate...but im startin to think its just a imaginary fairytale that'll NEVER happen

i need to explore the world...maybe then i will see the sunshine..."eternal sunshine of the spotless mind"...to me that movie is everything that i want in a relationship...just meant to be together? as one...as a whole...will i ever find that ? im hopeful but...who know!?